November 22

Good morning, it is Wednesday morning November 20th 6 22nd last night. Had a Good Night's sleep woke up at 6 this morning. Had a nice cup of tea baking bonnies cake right now. Starting to prep a little bit for tomorrow. Right now I'm on a rest kitchen 45 minutes recipe.  Call jazz vegan Freddie are on the couch with me. And my eyes closed last night only in a calm. So excited for her first marking. she made on a roll so awesome. So proud of that girl thought she would have a hard time adjusting the middle school. But she is flying and recommends her own. She's gotten a more grown up haircut with.  Curtain bings and she's been blow drying her hair and starting to wear jeans and I hear she has a relief skimmerly close to a girl name so with Saturday getting to the stage in her life but it's fun that she calls and share. She has no idea. How could it make such feel that she?  Listening to my music in the kitchen and an old himcaine of cobble's. I forget what's raised me up or lift me up, but it talked about how God lifts us up to the shock of the mountain and he stays with us and I reflect hearing the old Hims once in a while cause it reminds me of my mom. Singing in the choir even us singing in the car.  And her smile, I love being in the kitchen. Cause I always feel her with me. How do I say always feel? I always feel aware of me. But around the holidays I feel her more and always feels good.

I haven't I get older? I actually can't remember even since the accident remember more.  Long and golden memories slate my grandmi going there for holidays all the cousins being there and I can't remember the house, little mortar and her making her homemade soaps license and a big huge share, a huge backyard family picnic back there on the garage and mom traveling us about her invisible friend.  Thank you, I don't remember his name I must say was Georgie and I'm not sure but she's saving invisible friend in the refrigerator and she's to eat onion sandwiches and she went to school. I have to 10th grade and apparently she was quite a challenge. They lived in a slumdog Avenue. I never met her trevong us about teacher putting her in her guess what?  Must be my cheese level. I can't remember where I think she went to work. Maybe in a sewing mill I'm not sure. Can you remember playing scrapple scrabble and do that place travel 7 way.

Raise play Chinese checkers.  Ok, wait, tap me how to crush s*** Hey, mom taught us having it, but obviously her shame.

Thank you symptoms this morning. Look up but the headache it's gone right now. My eyes feel strange. It is about 939 me me. Freddy and Jasmine, ready to go to bed therapy went really well.

They are teaching me so much. And I'm learning that I'm not done coping with this.  Full thing, but I am so plus when I go there and look around. At the people who have severe brain injuries and have to cope in, they must be learning to I complained about it. 1 second change my life but then I look at them and at least I can function and do things.  Remember to take more effort. I went tire out more but my biggest project is going to be to learn. Define line between pushing myself enough to stimulate my brain. But not overdoing it that I wind up. Totally wiped out for days.  So doctor Karen said I should make sure. I take going to quiet room tomorrow and take a break or 2. So I can keep a handle on the stimulation. Cause just being around every buddy of me too much.  So I'm going to that I'm going to try really hard to learn a fine line. But I do not regret putting up the Christmas tree. Knowing it would knock-me-down for a day or 2. Totally worth it to laugh like that. I haven't left like that Nage's. About Tom and doctor Karen.

Tell me that the days I am therapy. And I work that much to do anything else. So pretty much the days I have therapy. I'm going to come home and rest. So that means so we can say money and take out. I need figure meals.  That are easy for both of us specially over the next few weeks. Cause a key having surgery Christmas coming. Doctor Karen had me working on the computer with some tests and challenge me with it. Almost like a weed pad where I had to stand on it and like move to move the cursor on. That proved difficult, especially trying to get the cursor right on the left side and it may be fuel. Disease a nauseous and made my headache worse.  Strain my eyes but he had me. Do some strength exercises. And then I symptoms of subsidies.